The Coward and the Liar need to die.
I find that I am even now in a similarly vulnerable position as I write publicly about some of the things that I have kept hidden for so long from everyone, from my parents, from my friends, from my own wife, from the world in general and even from myself. But I also find that without exposing this vulnerability I am unable to move on.
"I'd never trust a fully clothed waiter [...] Who knows how long he'd been wearing all those clothes, let alone where he'd been with them."
I like being out of the ordinary. It's daring and exciting and dangerous. Being ordinary is safe and boring and ... well ... ordinary. One can learn a lot by choosing to be unordinary, which he would otherwise not learn.